Baby Fever

So I'm 19 currently on depo but I have baby fever tbh I really want a child (twins) like I'm ready so ready I work in a daycare and an Afterschool right now, financially I'm not ready so of course I'm looking for another job I'm still in school but have switched to online I'm just tired of telling me how dumb I sound for wanting a baby my mom had me when she was like 20/21