Wait 2 Cycles

Well I just saw the doctor after an ordeal on Monday in the ER. I got blood work done on Wednesday and my HCG went from 213 on Monday to 85 on Wednesday. So this is definitely a miscarriage. My doctor said we should wait 2 cycles until ttc again and that is the saddest part to me right now. So I'm planning on taking these 2 months to lose some weight I've put on recently and to prepare for ttc again. It's hard but I know it'll be worth it when we finally get there. Just had to vent on here.