I feel like a bad mum because I feel awkward when I have to talk to my 27th weeks baby. Talking to my belly sounds like must. What if I don't believe that my baby will be more intelligent or clever blah blah if I will talk to him? I have emotional connection with my baby. I think about him all the time, I'm buying him stuff, I just love him and I am very anxious due to my previous missed miscarriage. I'm running to triage every time I feel a little different than I think I should. You can judge me, you can all say "how you can't talk to your baby, it's so fucking important blah blah". I'm just not able to do it. I don't know why.