Just need to get it out of my mind.

Today my cousin found out her precious baby boy has lukiemia. Her son is only a month older than my son. I am so heartsick for her. I can't begin to imagine the pain her world is in right now with this news...and I don't even want to try to imagine. It's scary and I feel like a terrible person for wanting to avoid conversation about it or anything...I dont know what to say and it's all the family is talking about. I just want to hold my son and thank the gods that he is healthy and pray to them that my son doesn't ever fall ill. My husband is watching our son right now as I lay in the bathe, I just needed to get away from it.

She's my cousin, her son is only a month older than mine and her world just got flipped upsidedown.

I feel so sorry for her, yet I just want to cut communications because I'm scared to even begin to know what it feels like for her.