Disappointed!!!

Ha
Went to my 40 week appointment today, I was really hoping I've made some progress, but no! I'm still not dialated, we were going to try a membrane sweep if I was at least 1cm, but she could barely get a finger in there 😔 I'm only 1/2 a cm dialated!! Still 50% effaced after a whole week. And baby is still between -1 & -2 station. 
I was so upset walking out of my appointment today, I feel like she's never going to be born.. I just want to meet my baby girl..tomorrow's my due date 2/9, and still nothing. 😢