Just turned 41 & preggo

Cc • Found out 2 days before my 41st bday
Hi I'm Cc. Just married on Jan 1 to LOVE of my life. 2 days prior to turning 41 I'm pregnant. Funny thing is I was at a reproductive clinic to get info. Honestly wasn't sure if I wanted children. Is that horrible? While sitting there, I was like what if I'm pregnant...The nurse came in and said just that. I was in disbelief. Made her do a second test to prove it. Yup, doc confirmed it. Then went out and purchased another test. (Yeah I know right). I'm excited and concerned because I have had miscarriages in past. Yet, I'M totally grateful because this is a God thing!