I'm just so mad.

These "doctors" don't ever inform me on anything. I have a white card that every time I go to the doctor they fill out and send me home with. I'm supposed to take it to the hospital when I deliver. But I swear I wouldn't know anything important about my pregnancy if I didn't have this card. Everytime they check my sugar, blood pressure and look for protein, ketone and sugar in my urine. They measure fundal height and heartrate. Whenever they do any of this they don't tell me if I was positive for protein, was my fundal height measures, what my blood pressure is etc. I ask them everytime what my BP is and they say "oh it's normal". I asked them today and they said it was normal and I get home to read my card and it's 138/98! That's not normal. Thats elevated. You would think that since my blood pressure has been normal in the 120s/70s it would be alarming to them to see it elevated. Along with at some visits I'll have a trace of protein in my urine. Not everytime but occasionally 5/10 visits I've had it and it's not even a cause for concern to them. And they won't say a damn thing! With spiked blood pressure and protein in my urine, along with vision issues and severe headaches they would do a little bit more testing or even inform me of what's going on. I'm so fed up. I want this pregnancy over with so I can look at them and say stick it up yours!