I was really hoping that this month would be the month. My birthday is in two days and I would like nothing more than a BFP, but unfortunately It didn't happen.....again. Sometimes I have the hardest time keeping my faith through the struggles of Ttc. People say to trust in God and pray, but it's so hard when Month after month ends in disappointment and a BFN. My life thus far has been pretty good. Met my husband at 14 years old, became a nurse, bought a house and a car! Maybe this is my big test? I'm trying my hardest to come out on top, but days like today (starting my AF) just make me feel so sad inside. I know there are people out there who are struggling just like me...know you are not alone! Keep the faith!! We will get though this.