Okay I am with this guy that i like and turns me on but i do not love, our first sexual experience happened just after a fight and i had the most amazing orgasm there even though he only used his hands and didn't even go in, but after that, I haven't felt that way. We meet like once or twice a week and i tell him what to do to me but i just get wet, I don't cum. It has gotten so exhausting that i just fake it and. Say like oooh oooh yes yesss I'm there, so that he just lets go of me. I don't know what to do i want to feel that again