Last night I found out that my husband has been addicted to porn our entire relationship. We've been together almost 4 years and I knew nothing about it. When we first started dating I told him how I hate porn and that I believe it's a form of cheating. He deleted everything he had on his computer and told me he would stop. He never stopped. We've been ttc for 18 months and I've been wondering why God hasn't allowed us to get pregnant yet...I can't help but think this has something to do with it. My husband is deployed for the month so we had a long conversation over the phone last night about it and came to some agreement to help him actually stop this time but I'm still so incredibly hurt. I'm so heartbroken right now and I feel extremely cheated on...I just hope we can get through this and I can trust him again. Anyone have some encouraging words or scripture for me? I could really use it right now. 💔😢😔