Giving birth

Is anyone else getting extremely anxious about giving birth? A week away from the last trimester and I'm getting that way. This is my third baby and I'm the most anxious I've been yet. With my first I lost over half the blood in my body from a pph and almost died so I think that adds to my anxiety. My second birth went perfectly though, and I was given medications after he was born to ensure I didn't hemorrhage again. I just can't help but be anxious. I feel like it's worse when you know what to expect haha! Anyone else feeling this way?