??Need to Vent?

I'm so sick of PCOS and all the ugliness and symptoms that comes with having it. I have been on hormones for 3 months and my periods are still irregular and idk if the clomid is really working. I'm so tired of the disappointment and emotional side effects of ttc with pcos. 
​I've been ttc for 7 months and counting. I've had pcos for over a decade but went undiagnosed til recently. I just don't know how to deal with this stress anymore. Feels like nothing I'm doing is helping and my body hates me since I'm always feeling something: nausea, cramps, hot flashes, mood swings... You name it, I feel it!  
​End rant.