My husband has been unemployed for nearly 3 years, my mom has been having chest pains again and might need a catherization soon, I feel a huge weight on my shoulders, and I am sad that I won't be able to stay home with this little guy and really bond like I did with my first because of the financial Burden on me. Worked for this company 10 years. Just disapointed in general with my life. Counting the days. 30 to go.