Marriage

So I found out that my husband cheated on me for over 6 months of our marriage. I don't understand how he could do it. I gave him everything and cleaned and worked two jobs while being a full time student (he has an awesome job, I worked for spending money). I just don't know how to live with it. I love him, and I really don't think financially I could make it on my own. Oh and to top it off, my period is late. 😫 words of encouragement please.