I knew it

Erin
40+4. Dr made me wait and I'm being induced tomorrow anyway. I waited for nothing. She has been in there all week growing even more. My youngest was 8lbs 6 oz and I ripped from stem to stern and they think she is going to be even bigger. I can't do this. I cannot mentally go through labor and delivery and Pitocin. I'm not excited to see my baby anymore. I just want her out. I'm done.