Pregnancy after miscarriage, now overdue...

Diana
After experiencing two back-to-back miscarriages, I'm now two days overdue in this pregnancy and have now been pregnant for the majority of the past 18 months. It just seriously feels like it's never going to end! And psychologically it feels like he's never going to come, or even if he does, there will be something wrong with him :( I hate feeling like this at a time that should be so happy. It just figures that I would have to be one of those moms that has to go into "overtime" after all I already went through with the miscarriages!!! It's crazy how mentally traumatizing miscarriages can be. All I can do is hope and pray that he will be born soon, and be born healthy, and that all of this fear and anxiety will be instantly replaced with joy. 
Just putting these thoughts out there in case anyone can relate. <3