My bf and I've been together for 2 years.

We got together on 8/12/2012, he shipped off for boot camp on 10/15/2012, the USMC.

It was the hardest three months of my life, I was on birth control.

When he came back home on 1/13/2013, we had sex a few times, unprotected.

I was still on birth control but my mom had taken me to family planning where they were gonna transfer my birth control because I ran out. This was all around the end of Jan. We had sex when I was off birth control on 1/28/2013 and I'm assuming that was conception date of our baby.

I had been put back on birth control so I,had no idea I was pregnant.

On 2/12/2013, he had to be sent to North Carolina for MOS school, so we didn't think there was a possibility of pregnancy.

Yet having your period throughout your pregnancy was common in my mothers side of the family. I had tender breasts, fatigue and nausea but no vomiting.

On 4/21/2013 (Friday) I took a pregnancy test and it was a bfp.

That month was very heavy, and I didn't know why.

My mom thought I was having a miscarriage. I didn't wanna believe it so I was over the moon, sent a picture to my bf and said babe we are expecting a child.

Throughout the weekend, my flow got heavier and cramps were way worse than normal. When I came home from school on Monday (April 24th) I literally went in my bed and laid in the fetal position bawling.

No one at school knew I was pregnant.

I was a sophomore at the time (15 years old).

After school, I went to family planning where my miscarriage was confirmed and I was gonna be put back on birth control, but my mom and I agreed on no birth control due to if I got pregnant again in the future we didn't want anymore miscarriages.

When I seen my bf in June 2013, it was a heart wrenching 10 days with him.

I just wanted to burst into tears when I seen him.

??

We now have an angel watching over us.

We've considered TTC our rainbow baby, he will be home in 6 days (Oct 25) and will be home til Nov 5th

I've not had my period yet this month, but hopefully soon. ??

I've not been sexually active because he's in California and I'm in Oregon and I'd never cheat on him.

My ex raped me for 7.5 months, and ever since that happened, I'd decided that cheating is not the right route in a relationship.

My ex also cheated on me, found that out the hard way, via friends.

I was 13 at the time, though. Didn't.know any better.

I got with him Oct1/2011 and broke up May 2012.

In Nov 2011, I got put on birth control because I didn't want to get pregnant by him by any means.

He was a jerk, and had no respect for women.

I was really close with his dad so once his dad found out what happened, he committed suicide ?

Then, we found out my ex's mom had been sleeping with her kids.

My ex is now 19 and I'm 17.

But I will never ever see him again, or I will get arrested ?

Sorry for the long post, just needed to speak. ??