A little discouraged.

I am 39 and 2. Just came from the ob and I am completely closed.  ☹ because I had a previous section, the doctor seemed completely unoptimistic that I would go into labor on my own and had me schedule a section for this baby as well. Luckily, I was able to schedule it for 41 weeks to give my body some time to go into labor itself. Am I the only one? I had an overwhelming sense of self-doubt and would love to hear from y'all.