Need some Advice!

Leila
I am 19 and 5 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and we both still live at home. I'm beyond scared and have such conflicting thoughts as I am still in college as well. My boyfriend keeps telling me he's going to go in the military and we can get married and everything will be fine. He does not believe in abortion and when I even suggested it he got angry and said he would refuse to help pay for it. However, he has had 2 possession of paraphernalia charges in the last year which means he would have to get a waiver and
even then it's not guaranteed. He works at a
fast food place right now bc even wawa wouldn't hire him with his record. If I got a second job and an apartment with some friends I'm sure I could make it just fine but I am trying to get through school and my bf going in the military would make things so much easier. But lately he has been acting like he doesn't really care I've asked him numerous times to go talk to a recruiter and he just says he doesn't feel like it right now or he'll do it later. Please, can anyone give me some advice as to what I should do? I can't live at home for very long when this baby gets here. I live with 7 other people.