Switching to pumping?.

Dee
I had my daughter Tuesday via unplanned c section. I've always planned on breast feeding and now I'm having a lot of issues with latching. I'm honestly terrified that I'm doing this all wrong. I decided to switch to pumping because my nipples were bleeding a lot and I can't go to a lactation consultant until Tuesday. I'm just thinking bottle feeding I'd be able to see what she's getting n not worry if she's on correctly. 
I feel like a failure lol my birth or labor didn't go anywhere near how I expected and just planes to go with the flow and now this is hard too along with being a new mommy. I keep crying about it and panicking. I hoe I'm not alone alone.