So I'm in the hospital because my water broke two weeks ago and my husband has been coming up on the weekends to stay with me and working on the week days. Well he JUST got here yesterday and he already wants to leave so he can "go home and sleep" which I think is a bs lie he probably wants to go dick around with friends but even if it wasn't a lie I only get to see him on the weekends and he is my rock! On top of it tomorrow is valentines day and not like I really expected anything because we are trying to save money and without me there he's been blowing it but I didn't want to have to spend my first valentines day as his wife alone in a hospital. :( he can get sleep tomorrow night. And if I'm not already hurt enough the day I got admitted he was looking up porn of other skinny women with nice boobs and butts and ugh I know I'm insecure but of all the times... The last thing I wanted to feel was like if anything happened to me he'd replace me with hot chicks or porn. Sorry this isn't making much sense but I just needed to vent I'm so upset.