Just not feeling the excitement and happiness

Levaun • Taking this trip down baby lane yet again. While this is our third pregnancy together , this is our first🍼
Is anyone else sad?  I'm ok with being pregnant happy even but not excited? I am constantly worried if my baby is ok and if I will carry to full term.. I constantly feel ugly and don't like to take photos or even look in the mirror. Is it just me? Is it because I am pregnant?  I have had two MC before and the second one the baby was in three weeks with no heartbeat before I found out.  I have constant worry that I can't shake and feeling the way I do about myself does not help! Am I the only one???