Not happy.

I'm not happy in my marriage and I don't think my husband is either. It's sad because when he's gone, all I want is to be with him. I miss him so much. Then he comes home and has a shitty attitude, no patience with the kids and doesn't want to do anything but bitch about things that need done...so then I find myself wishing he'd just go back to work. His attitude is rubbing off on me and I'm being bitchy constantly. I'm finding it hard to keep going with him. Lately I'm fantasizing about a life with just my kids and me. We've talked about whether would happen if we decided to separate and he wants to remain living together for the kids. I don't know that that would work. I just know that I'm tired...tired of fighting and tired of feeling so angry all the time. I just don't know what to do anymore.