Still born birth

I'm currently going on day 4 of this horrible process. Any angel mommies who have been through this or know someone who has? How long did it take to have your baby? I'm barely dilated at 2. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I'm emotionally and physically drained. And after its all over I don't get to keep my baby. That's the worst part. I'm scared of how she's gonna look when I have her. She's been gone inside me for 3 days. I'm just so scared. If anyone has been through this or even knows someone who has please please please comment.