I just need someone to understand!

Sophie • I`m a teacher. My husband is a pharmacist. We have not used bc in 3 years...
I left the glow community 13 months ago because I was obsessing and overwhelmed. I'm now in a better place after a roller coaster of emotions and tiring months.
Looking for someone in about the same boat as me to talk to.
About me: We have been ttc for almost two years (20 months). I have taken Clomid 5 months, not consecutive. We have tried <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> twice. The second time was with a trigger shot.
I'm about to give up on the whole thing. All my married friends have kids.