Rant... kinda.

Kennedy • Married to my soulmate since 7.4.2020!💍💞 We have a 4 year old son, who took a year and a half to conceive! We are expecting baby girl March 11th 2021 after 2 1/2 years of ttc with fertility treatments 💖

Alot of people seem to not understand why I chose the path in life I did. Most people's common complaint is "You'll never get to experience life with a baby so young".

I've seen life. I've seen it all.

I've seen what life has to offer, and it's nothing I would ever want out of life. Friendships that don't last, betrayal, drugs, parties etc. It's all things I would never want out of life. Some people may find teenage life fun, and something they don't want to miss. I wanted something that would last. Having memories of life is great, but why would I want memories of things I didn't enjoy? I want memories of people and things I love, and that I can look back on and smile one day. One thing that will always last is family. Memories of things I will never forget. That being my son looking back at me for the very first time. Holding his hand for the very first time, seeing the love of my life's face when I give birth to our long awaited son. Seeing my miracle baby boy smile back at me for the first time. Seeing the look in my soon to be husbands eyes when I'm walking up the isle about to take his last name.. bonding us together for eternity. Seeing our son take his very first steps... say his very first word. Seeing my fiance graduate college and know he feels like he's on top of the world. Taking our son to visit his grandparents and make endless memories with them.

These things, are what matter in life. They are the only things I've ever wanted for myself. I've dreamt of a loving husband, and a beautiful family. And at the mere age of 18, my life will soon be what I've dreamt of it always being.

I want everyone to understand that not everyone wants the same things out of life that others do.

I'm young, and so is my fiance. But we're making it. We're not just horny irresponsible teenagers. We planned this pregnancy, thoroughly. We're out on our own, graduated, he's in college, he makes damn good money, and supports us just fine. I don't see why everyone has to be so judgmental of others lives. Just let me, be me.