Okay so in the past year I've going through some things that have made me resent a lot of my family. Basically my dad was living off me and my grand parents and I'd found out he's been on method since he was 12. So I kicked him out in Nov last year and haven't seen him since and honestly don't care about him. I only care that his kids (my bro and sis) are okay with their mom. And my Grandpas health has been declining rapidly and my grandma enables every bit of it. I resent them for their messed up relationship but I have no choice but to listen to it and I'm just done. Every time I see them I get bitchy and angry. I'm so emotional. And now my bf. We've been together for almost 4 years and its not like I mean to but maybe I do. I'm a bitch to him as well. When I stress I take it out on everyone around me. Idk what to do. Sometimes I'm aware of it and others I'm not.