I'm at a loss for words.

Just out of curiousity, if you and your baby daddy (daughter is 5 weeks old) Were not together but you had strong strong feelings for him, and he told you on 2 separate occasions that he wished y'all could work out and you get all excited, for him only to tell you all the reason why it won't work out. But then you need him one night to help you with the baby and you find out he's screwing someone else..well that's happened to me! Baby daddy is away on a trip, been gone a week and he tells me he misses me, but I kid you not, this is the 3rd time he has told me this and not followed through. Needless to say, he was screwing another woman last week and now he's telling me this. I ask him who it was, but he said it's none of business but oh hell no, let that be me telling him I want to be with him but had been with some other dude last week!!! He's call me every name in the book