Losing hope

Christi
We had a miscarriage in Dec and we've been TTC but not really trying and I'm starting to feel its never going to happen I was fine win the miscarriage happened and now for the past week I've been really emotional. He went out and bout the opks and I've been doing them twice a day but still no positive yet, I think those things r just making my faith and hope go away all I wanna do is cry and he's being supportive telling me it will happen just relax but he has no idea wat it all feels like to me...I don't know wat to do anymore