So I just found out today from a sick visit with the Doctor that I am actually pregnant. This will actually be our rainbow baby!!  We have a 2.5 yr old and we miscarried in October of 2014 and just now got our first positive. Well needless to say I am very nervous and scared. Just like the baby we lost I have shown no signs of pregnancy beside fatigue and tender breasts. With my daughter I was vomiting before I even missed my period. I'm just so afraid of getting excited because I don't want the heartbreaking news of losing another