Coping with infertility

At times it's so hard to cope with! Laying in bed late at night just asking God why me? Why must you put me through so much just to start a family! Almost 2 years trying (no bc) then just not trying ( chemical)  reached (2 year mark) FINALLY DR GIVES ME CLOMID! I'm on day 4 of my first round! Why do us woman have to go through this! Lord I am praying  on behalf of every woman who is struggling so hard to get their bfp! Amen!!