At times it's so hard to cope with! Laying in bed late at night just asking God why me? Why must you put me through so much just to start a family! Almost 2 years trying (no bc) then just not trying ( chemical)  reached (2 year mark) FINALLY DR GIVES ME CLOMID! I'm on day 4 of my first round! Why do us woman have to go through this! Lord I am praying  on behalf of every woman who is struggling so hard to get their bfp! Amen!!