Best to worst

So the best moment in my life is slowly turning into a nightmare. I understand no matter what my baby is a blessing to me a gift from God for me. Especially since I thought I couldn't have kids. Now im dealing with the consquences of being dumb and irresponsible because 2 men could be the father. One wants this baby as much as I do and the other had like 4 kids and I we don't even speak. If only I could grow up and do what's right!