Tested today

Mel • Married the love of my life one baby watching over us...are rainbow baby born November 2016
I tested today just cuz I could wait I feel bloated and emotional alittle tired ... But it negative 😩😩 I pray every month for r rainbow baby I know I shouldn't feel out yet but I got my BFP with my MC at 9/10 Dpo and it was digital..... Any kind words would be greatly appreciated thx ladies