I need so kind support&help please 😭

I can't explain the amount of pain that is with me today. Today the one I love has been cheating on me ( again) but it wasn't another female it was a man! I don't know how to feel or what to think all I know is cheating is cheating and I'm done letting him hurt me with his manipulated ways and control my life to rid the people who care and love me to make more room for himself. I never saw this coming he seemed completely straight. I'm just so confused 😭😭