My past isn't all that great with all my numerous sex partners. And then with me being bipolar just makes everything worse. And then talking and sending pictures to someone who wasn't my boyfriend and then him taking me backing and giving me a second chance. I'm blowing it by just being ridiculous on what to fight over. I want us to work out. And I know we will make it thru this troubling time. I just wish I could see his point of view all the time. I hate being stubborn, bipolar and wanting to think it's my way only. I sometimes want to give hope but I am in love with this man that's done nothing but be an amazing wonderful man to me. Just needed to vent and maybe get advice.