I need to vent. Someone help and be a friend :(

Kamden
So I got married in a private ceremony. I am having a party/reception in 2 weeks. My father my own father isn't even gonna come to it. My husbands parents never liked me and so they are having this party thing and dinner date with the whole family and didn't include Josh and I. My own mother went to a painting class with wine (she promised we would wait 6 months until I turned 21 to go) and she went this morning with my sister in law. My sister in law and brother are over there 24/7. I feel like I have no parents that love me or wanna spend time with me. I wanna throw up because of how I feel right now. Please. Someone help me