Dont want to be pregnant

Crystal
Im so depressed.. My husband texted me this morning from his friends house saying how sorry he is but doesnt want to be with me anymore. This pregnancy has been so horrible and ever since getting tht message i dont want to be pregnant. The thought of having to go several more months being sick and alone has me filled with so much anxiety.. I feel like screaming all the time. Mean while i have two kids to attend to and im losing it. Im really losing it. I keep crying I dont know what to do anymore. Im so filled with regret, hate and sadness! I keep praying tht everything will end.. No more sickness nomore worrying about having a 3rd child on my own.. I want to wake up from this nightmare!