And ready to just throw in the damn towel already. I usually have 37 day cycles so it's already such a long wait in between for TTC. But I'm 12 days late and negative hpt the last 3 days. I swore I had implantation spotting 5 days ago. I have symptoms I don't normally get for PMS. I just think I'm done TTC. It's just heartbreaking each time.