I have a secret
So... My daughter is 8 months, she's the most amazing little thing on the planet to me (but what parent doesn't think so, right?) Well my pregnancy was hard, but no complications, birth was awful, but no complications, and breast feeding has been a pain in the ass. My husband and I decided we didn't want another child, we want to spoil our daughter rotten and financially, one child is all we can handle at the moment. I got the Mirena back in October to prevent any surprises. Well... Here's my secret... I think I want another baby. Not any time soon... But every where I go, someone is pregnant and I get so insanely jealous every time someone announces they're having a baby. I'm so torn between spoiling my daughter rotten and never having another life growing inside me or skimping by on things and bringing another little amazing being into this world. I'm kind of hoping this is just a "honeymoon" type phase all new mommas go through and I'll snap back to our original plan soon... So are any other mommas in the same place as me? Did you experience a honeymoon phase and then later decide to just stick with one baby? I know if I truly want another baby my husband wouldn't deny me one but I'd rather not mention it until I know for certain it's what I want and not just crazy breastfeeding, new momma hormones. 😳 I guess, I just kinda needed to rant about it, and if you actually read this whole post, thank you, I hope you have some momma experience to share. ❤️
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