Why are doctors so scary

Im on my 2nd round of clomid days 2-6 and i really want to add the hcg trigger. My speaclist jus said to me well you got 4 repeats of clomid come back in may if your still not pregnant and we will take it from there i was so upset and felt jus abandoned. Im looking for a new doctor now who will at least try and help me. Im going tomorrow to see a new one and im just praying he will give me a script for ovidrel and for ultrasound and blood tests. Do you ladies also have issues with doctors just not giving a rats ass??