Crush *2=?

Okay, I have a very big problem. I like this guy who doesn't really notice me. I am 17. There is another guy from my church and I do find him attractive. So here's the story... Guy number 1 I gave a letter to so he knows. But never gave me a straight answer... Guy number 2 doesn't know but I think he might be catching on. And here's the super problem I an terrible at speaking to people and I can't look either of them in the eye...what do I do?????