so depressed

kaylee
i got caught high (weed) at school two weeks ago and they searched my stuff and found a small pocket knife (every hick in my school carries one) and i got suspended for 10 days and probably put on probation i find out tomorrow and cyf got involved because the principal got in my face about my home life and broke down and told them how my mom bashed my head in a wall and choked me out and how shes on drugs .. its such a big mess , i feel so alone . idk what to do.