Not good enough

Just gonna vent on here about what's on my mind cause it's really frustrating me rn but I was looking through my boyfriends followers (not to be a creep just got bored) and he follows like all the super pretty popular girls and it makes me kinda intimidated cause I'm just an average girl who doesn't doll herself up everyday etc. so I feel like I will never compare to those girls. And on another note he loves to make friends but everyone who he makes friends with are girls which also makes me feel intimidated. I know I shouldn't be but I am and it's cause I really don't want to lose him and I'm scared I'm never gonna be good enough for him especially cause my ex broke up with multiple times to be with different girls..