I don't think I can get pregnant

Kaitlyn • 24 assistant preschool teacher
I had a miscarriage with my ex of almost 2 years. We broke up after all the domestic violence had to live in the women's shelter. Im with a new guy now, we've had sex multiple times im not on the pill he's finished me multiple times and I never get pregnant. The same with my ex I had the miscarriage with and  the boyfriend before that. Im starting to get depressed all I want Is to be a mom I see all these dead bear moms and I think why can't I :/anyone else relate ?