I know I know. ....oh but people try for years blah blah blah...this month im tired of checking cm,im tired of having some weird body movement and thinking its an early symptom. This month im just putting everything in gods hands and not trying to over think everything. If it happens it happens. Im tired. Im frustrated. As much as i want my rainbow baby, i just dont want to keep pressuring myself into something that just wont happen. Ugh!