So the first time i had sex was 15. He wasn't the right guy. He had sex with me and left and now I'm 16 and I am letting myself fall in love with this amazing guy and he's not the like the last one. He actually cares for me. I had sex with him and of course like I knew he didn't leave me but lately I been thinking about the last boy and how he treated me and I don't it to happened n I know it won't but I can't help to think that n don't worry I'm on the pill and I'm still using condoms but me feeling like this is it normal ? I'm feeling I'm doing myself wrong is that normal to feel like that. Please help