Guilty and on medical leave

My job makes me feel so bad about my self. I'm in my first trimester and dealing with complications. I have a bruise behind my placenta. So now they gave me 2 weeks off of work. I work in a hospital, so they probably heard it all. They make me feel like I'm doing something bad, for agreeing with my doctor. Can anyone relate? Please help me get rid of this stress and guilt :/ why am I feeling this way? I always feel so guilty in anything I do. I don't wanna stress the baby.