Goodbye glow!

My husband doesn't understand my want for a baby. So now I have to give up of my dream to be a mom. He tells me that he doesn't want kids "right" now. That he wants more stable house hold. My heart is breaking because I lost a baby last month now I'm losing the chance to have another one. Can anyone tell me how to get over the want for a baby and family? I feel like I'll have to wait until I'm 30 before he will ever want kids. That way he will be 40 and only have one. So good bye mommy's to be! Best of luck!