So, I get into work this morning and the first thing my co-worker says to me is... "So, I'm not telling the guys in the back yet but thought I'd let you know....." And holds up a picture of a BFP hpt. He and is wife have been trying for quite sometime now with some complications and such. I'm happy for the both of them on one hand, the other hand I'm devastated inside. Slowly crumbling. Trying to hold my composure together and not break down and cry. Fighting back the tears. I've dreamt so long about being a mommy.