My ex boyfriend broke up with me recently and is now dating some whore that wanted him for years but she was in a relationship and now has five kids. I have been so upset lately and I just dont want to carry his child anymore but its too late ti have an abortion and even if I had the option I wouldnt do it because my emotions go back and forth constantly. I hate it! Im suffering not knowing how to cope, imagining him trying to sue for paternity and dealing with him for life! ugh I feel awful for not wanting this precious little baby he has nothing to do with this mess. Pregnancy is taking a toll on me emotionally